Disguise

My mind got strained

when I passed your place

I'd be delighted for days

to receive

just a hi from you

But you knew nothin'bout it

I only went to that cafe on that alley

For I could pass your flat on the way

I always expect an encounter

with you ,but always in vain

My heart would shatter

when you're with other girls

laughin'n shoutin

which ain't me

One Monday I've fallen down, hurt my leg(Hurt my leg)

But I went to your side despite I could vacate(l could vacate)

Just for a look at your face

which made me forgot the pain

I just can't help it

even though I was clear in my head

It's only my own wishful thought

to expect you,(expect you) to notice my foolish heart

My heart would get frozen

when you showed other girls

photos in your cellphone

which ain't me

I'm good at disguising

So you won't know my entangled mind

I was paralyzing

everytime I took heart of grace

I knew it's dim-witted

To make myself like a drowned rat

just because of a man

I still remembered you used to call

my name in the music hall

and looked at me with a warm smile

I just don't dare to tell you how

Till you leaving me here alone

Which I feel so insane right now..

I'm good at disguising

So you won't know my entangled mind(Hey)

I was paralyzing

everytime I took heart of grace

I knew it's dim-witted

To make myself like a drowned rat

Till I know

that you're not gonna be back forever

Because of disguising(disguising)

I've been caught in an invisible misery

Your leaving reminds me(leaving reminds me)

that my life is still kinda empty(still kinda empty)

I'll never be flabby

whenever I have to face somebody

just like you..

It's disguse that made me lost you.

(actor's lines in a movie)

How do you say goodbye to someone you can't imagine living without?

I didn't say goodbye.

I didn't say anything.

I just walked away.

At the end of that night,

I decided to take the longest way to cross the street.