Fading Pictures

I see myself standing beside my bed bad thoughts are going through my head over and over

I think of the past one good memory came to me at last

Every breath feels like a long long time fading pictures are crossing my mind

I want to live my life again maybe

I will do much better then

I can't feel the pain

I think I'm going insane

Heaven... is tomorrow lost to me forever trapped within the hour glass rising... falling in and out in time slowly drowning in the sand

I am all alone in this endless dream everyone is different so it has to be

I feel a cold wind blowing through my soul heaven is calling so

I have to go

I have to free my mind from thoughts that

I believed were right it's very hard to understand that this is apart of human life