Had To (Leave)

So you were with us until the last minute

And then you were gone from here

And I watched and

I just figured out

That I will never see you again

I had a choice

You had to leave

Into the night

This was my choice

It's so hard to explain what

I meantWhen

I said that

I wanted you dead

But I saw you **** up and

I just can't get back

The feeling

I had for you

I had a choice

You had to leave

Into the night

This was my choice

So I put all my strength into my only will

It was the only thing to do

And now I only regret that

I cried'Cause you would never do that for me

I had a choice

You had to leave

Into the night

This was my choice