Epiphany

Futuristic

歌词

I had an epiphany

我明白

I was repeating history

怎么做都只会是重蹈覆辙

I was doing everything I hated

我对现在所做的一切厌恶至极

The weight on my shoulders

我承受的（有谁能知道）

I let it all get to me (I let it all get to me)

就让你们压垮我吧

I had an epiphany

我知道

I just smiled at my enemies

我也会虚伪的对着黑子们笑

I was listening to everybody who was talking

我也曾对别人唯命是从，听信一切

But never did **** for me, yeah

但不知为自己做过些什么

I had an epiphany

我清楚

I was looking at everybody else that's up in the industry

我在意这个行业里的每一个人

They ain't as sick as me (they ain't as sick as me)

他们不会像我这样软弱

I had an epiphany

我明白

I was seeing somebody that never had no good intentions for me

我曾经一直苦苦追寻的她，我能够看见她的真心

Now she missing me, yuh (now she missing me)

如今她要失去我了（暗讽自己找不到）

这首歌就是要告诉你们，没人愿意支持像我这样的软蛋！

Moral of the story is that nobody did it for me

难以下定决心做出改变

Had to make a change (nah)

光点缀着城市，而我在那黑暗的地方

I was living in the city with no scene

只有梦想能带我走出去

I had a dream I had to make a lane (yup, yup)

我只知道我不能无用到拿着那份最低的工资，苟活下去

Always knew that I couldn't live off of minimum wage

于是发怒撕碎了那张纸

Ripping the pay stub

我没想过要万人瞩目

I had a minimal taste for all the fame stuff

我身无分文的加入了这场游戏

But I got into the game without a cent to my name

但现在老子的身价和你爱的NBA球星一样

And now I'm ballin' like I'm in the NBA, bruh

不知道什么是满足

And I know I got a lot but I'm not content

你们看我都红了眼，但我不在意

If they ask me to stop, I will not consent

没人能够阻挡我，因为我百发百中（指发行的歌）

Never gonna let nobody block cause my shot to miss

你这只井底之蛙，出了井底也只能仰望我

You can meet me at the top if you hop the fence

你听从他们的话往上爬

And you climb the stairs

你听从他们的话和野兽搏斗

And you fight the beast

你迷失了自己

And you lose your way

但你会再度重逢那一片净土

Then you find your peace

你会醒来，开始憎恨现在的自己

And you do it sober

你去大醉一场

Then you find a drink

慢慢地，堕落到了谷底，无力向上爬

Then you spiral down

而这一切只会不断的重复

And it all repeats

可，我始终相信这不是白日做梦！

And I always had a vision I could get it

我的路我自己走，我的梦我自己做

So I did it by my lonely

不欠别人也从不让别人欠我

I don't owe nobody nothing, never let nobody own me

有点钱就花在“兄弟”身上

Got some money from the music, and I spend it on the homies

但在我成名之前，谁看过我一眼？狠狠抽了鞭 lil Brody（不知道什么梗）

But don't put nothin' before me, gave a whip to little Brody

我才刚刚开始

And I'm only getting started

我仍旧是和别人分一杯羹，但我怎么都“吃”不够

And I'm eating with the people that I starve with

大脑一片空白，我必须要“充电”了

And my batteries, I had to recharge 'em

这种情况下，我创作了一张唱片，但那就是迎合世俗的垃圾

I made an album but that **** was garbage

我被困在大家都爱玩把戏里

Yo, I was trapped in a gimmick

我算是看清了

I finally get it

我来这是为了制作真正的音乐

I'm here to make music that matters

创造那些在我死后仍会被传唱的神作

If I die, it'll all be alright

我赋予它们的灵魂会替代我一直活下去

'Cause the message I gave you will live for me after

明亮的心灵给予我一股力量

And my chapter will highlight a lifetime

此时此刻让我焕然一新的力量

Of energy gave through a bright mind

你从没有试过命悬一线的感觉

How you never had to stand on the sideline

你又怎能听见心的声音

How you the guide to your own guidelines

那是我的觉悟（你会明白的）

我庆幸自己终于清醒了

That's an epiphany

那是我的觉悟

I had an epiphany, yeah

我庆幸现在明白还为时不晚

That's an epiphany

我知道

I had an epiphany, yeah

我拥有修改历史的能力

我也证明了你们都愚蠢之极

I had an epiphany

你们还敢说我不是创作的那块料吗？

That I could make history

我明白

That I could prove everyone wrong

假如

That told me I wasn't cut out for this music thing, yeah

我阳光、正直，做满有爱的事

I had an epiphany

而不是费心去对付那些满嘴谎话的人，我是不是会变得更好？

What if I took my energy

不，我清楚现在这样才是真正的我

And used it on positive things in my life

把苦痛注入音乐

Instead of the people that lie to me, huh?

人们听了才能感同身受，了解痛苦本身才终能被治愈

Yeah, I had an epiphany

是的，我真的明白

That I could put all of my hurt into music

假如大家知道我没我的歌说的那么好，我其实每日也堕落不堪

And use it for people that might feel the same as me

他们可能不再相信我说的

Yeah, I had an epiphany

听到这首歌我就想到了过去，过去那个傻小子

What if everyone knew my depression was worse than they thought?

异想天开的把音乐当作事业

They probably gonna look at me differently

长大后

Yo, this song got me going back, when I was a stupid kid

意识到你们当中有一半的人甚至不知道音乐是什么

Thinking maybe I could make it in the music biz

这是我的地盘，你们得学着习惯我的做法

And then I figured out the politics

生活就像是电影

And realized that half of y'all don't even know what music is

总有那么一群人试图告诉我，你得在人群前演戏，呼吸都得演，sick

And going nowhere, I told 'em to get used to me

你不能，你也没资格说我该成为谁

Feels like I'm living in a movie scene

我没有参加过派对

A bunch of people trying to tell me how to act and breathe

也许，我害怕在人群前变得醉醺醺的

One thing I never let nobody ever do was tell me who to be

怕别人知道我喝醉之后想妈妈

I never got into the party scene

连我自己都害怕变成那个样子

Maybe I was just scared to drink

怕人们脑袋里想着 “ 你喝醉的样子真是个可怜虫 ”

'Cause addiction it runs in my family

看不透人们复杂的心思

That's someone I was scared to be

只想要一个我能够信任的人

You're looking pitiful compared to me

一个会以他最真实的样子对待我的人

Since I can barely read

说唱时我总能看见自己

All I wanted was somebody I could trust

我发现，原来我在世上也是独一无二的

That I knew would keep it real with me

显然，是我把自己变得这么优秀

Rap's always been a mirror for me

绝大多数人都认为这是我为了金钱，利益下的圈套

That's when I figured out that maybe I'm the one

但我告诉你，我笔下的每个词都是我的亲身经历

That's gotta make it on my own, yeah, it's clear to see

我不会停止往家里寄钱

A lot of people think that what I'm doing is a gimmick

试图以这样的方式，告诉他们我很想念他们

Everything you hear me writing I've been living

我很珍惜和亲人在家里的每个时刻

I ain't quitting, send the money to my family

这是我享受爱的方式

Try to show them that I miss them

我们试图在这虚伪的圈子里保持自我意识

And I cherish every moment when I'm home and when I'm with them

我们试图在这混烂的圈子里得到一份满意的合同

And this is the way that I feel

上帝相信我能做到，Meek Mill 也是这么想的

In the industry of fakes trying to stay real

嗯，夜里躺在床上还在想着

In the industry of lames trying to get deals

“ 我得到的会越来越多 ”...

Lord knows imma get it, that's Meek Mill

我努力偿还债务...

如果我爱的人还在...

Yeah, I lay in my bed at night thinking

在我最初到处碰壁时

"There's got to be more to me"

我常常在想，如果

I'm trying to pay off the mortgaging

我能从失败中汲取经验教训

But the life of the people I love in the midst of it

即便是失败也是胜利

I've always thought that if

有志者事竟成

I learn from mistakes that I'd make

以上便是我的觉悟

Even the losses are victories

便是我对周遭事物的真谛的顿悟

That's when it starts hitting me

我庆幸我终于清醒了

If you set your mind to it you can do anything

终于看清自己

That's an epiphany

That's an epiphany, yeah

I had an epiphany

I had an epiphany, yeah

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