Heart's Having A Hard Time

Thought I'd wake up

Somehow that weight would be off my chest

Last night I said what I couldn't say before

I thought we'd break up

And it wouldn't take much for me to move on and

Find someone I'm a whole lot better for

Now I'm starting to think

It ain't that easy

I hated to do what I had to do

'Cause I was afraid of hurting you

I thought I was good with goodbye

But my heart's having a hard time (hard time)

Making sense of how I'm doing what's right

Got me so tore up inside

Yeah, I know I made up my mind

But my heart, my heart's having a hard time

(My heart's having a hard time)

It shouldn't be so tough for me

To change my lock screen

But it's sinking in that I don't get to kiss that smile no more

We had a million reasons

Someone had to do the leaving

But how I thought I'd feel ain't how I'm feeling

I hated to do what I had to do

'Cause I was afraid of hurting you

I thought I was good with goodbye

But my heart's having a hard time

Making sense of how I'm doing what's right

Got me so tore up inside

Yeah, I know I made up my mind

But my heart, my heart's having a hard time

Now I'm missing you

Now I'm wishing you

And I had worked it out

If it was so wrong

Why am I still loving you now?

I hated to do what I had to do

'Cause I was afraid of hurting you

I thought I was good with goodbye

But my heart's having a hard time

Making sense of how I'm doing what's right

Got me so tore up inside

Yeah, I know I made up my mind

But my heart, my heart's having a hard time

(My heart's having a hard time)