Honestly

I don't look after myself

I know it's not good for my health

I know what I want but there's somebody taking my place

So tell me who I'm supposed to be

'Cause if I speak in all honesty

I don't have a clue I just focus on you and not me

So baby be honest

'Cause I feel afraid

Of making mistakes just to lie in the bed that I've made

And I won't be honest

I won't promise the truth

'Cause I know in the end I'll blame it on myself and not you

I know I'm losing myself

I'm so focused on everyone else

Lighting a fire just to sit here and get myself burned

Choking on smoke in the breeze

But I'm looking at blossoming trees

Wondering why I can't see the sky from the leaves

So baby be honest

'Cause I feel afraid

Of making mistakes just to lie in the bed that I've made

And I won't be honest

I won't promise the truth

'Cause I know in the end I'll blame it on myself and not you

Maybe I'm right and i'm losing this fight again

But I don't believe I'm the one to defeat in the end

So I'll hold it back I'll go on the attack when it's time to lose my head

'Cause it's only a bed

I can make it again

So baby be honest

'Cause I feel afraid

Of making mistakes just to lie in the bed that I've made

And I won't be honest

I won't promise the truth

'Cause I know in the end I'll blame it on myself and not you