fentanyl

need some guidance in my life.

time is speedin.

I’m feenin for more than.

Is this real life or a simulation?

Distracted from what’s really going on.

No, I cannot do this for long.

I’m saying numb me from the pain,

give me something strong.

No, I can't do this.

I don’t wanna lose the race

I just need a change of pace

Searchin for a great escape

Listen to me to plead my case

Losing sight of my own purpose in the world.

Is it even worth it?

Strayed so far from perfect

I’m too busy searching for reasons

I’m too busy learning thru seasons

I’m too busy hurting

No, I cannot do this for long.

I’m saying numb me from the pain,

give me fentanyl.

No, I can’t do this.

When all’s said and done,

And I leave this earth,

When you’ve all moved on,

And forgotten my name,

God grant me peace and serenity

To accept the things that I cannot change.

I just need a change of pace

Searchin for a great escape

Listen to me to plead my case

Been feeling really outta place