Falling

I can't say I've been saved after all of my sessions

Despite having dealt with my faults and depressions

A lesson's been learned though it taught me to listen

To all of the thoughts I've been busy dismissin'

I'm still dealing with feelings of under achieving

And I've always had issues when it comes to believing

They say time is healing you forgive and forget

But it just doesn't feel like I've gotten there yet

I'm creeping, I'm crawling

I'm screaming, I'm calling

I'm climbing the walls but I'm falling

I've made mistakes and I've learned a few lessons

And I've come to terms with a few strange obsessions

Cos we all have our issues that we need to take care of

The less appropriate sides we're not always aware of

I crawl back in my shell each time I take a beating

Think positive thoughts is what I keep on repeating

I'm learning to deal with the cards I've been given

Cos my confidence fails me the further I'm driven

I'm creeping, I'm crawling

I'm screaming, I'm calling

I'm climbing the walls but I'm falling