Sad to See Your Sorrow

I want to touch you but

I don't possess the powerit turns me inside out to feel the pain of your distressyou push the needle deeper in your arm for every hour

I know your life was so beautiful but now it's turned into a mess

I've tried to understand you but the thoughts seems so unrealthat a person would forsake herself and try to break herself with painjust like a child you're so innocent and you long so much to feelbut instead you push the needle deeper down your veinsad to see you sad to see your sorrowyou know

I've seen you in so many diffrent waysthe reflections of your agony are scared upon your facewarm the spoon just to numb yourself from much much better daysand you hope that someone else is there who might want to take your placeeverything you scream

I hear you thought you scream so silentand you're longing for your babychild to be in a much better placeso addicted to your loneliness full of self destructive violenceyou still try to love your child and see the smile opon it's facesad to see you sad to see your sorrow.....take away the pain and take away the sorrow

I cry in silence hoping you'll come throughtake away the pain you could be dead tommorow

I wish that

I could help you but there's nothing

I can doI

WISH I COU

LD HELP YO

U BUT THER

E'S NOTHIN

G I CAN DO

I feel as if

I'm by your side even though you're far away from herethe poison mingles with your blood and slowly satisfies youbut what

I wonder most of all is if you really want to disappearyou keep struggleing with emotions mixed inside youplease don't disappear you know to many people love youbut you see you're still the only one that can ever dry your tearsso don't you rely on anyone below or up above youyou better grab your life and then get a grip before it disappearssad to see you sad to see your sorrow