歌词与中文翻译
作词：MarceL
后期：MarceL
Look back at the past
回首看看自己的过去
It was dark,no refresh
一片黑暗，没有什么值得欣赏
I was lost in the lust,never thinkin' of the future i would catch
我沉浸在欲望中，从未考虑过自己的未来
I was crashed
我崩溃了
Now im getting grew
但如今我振作起来
Met some brothers,at first sight,we made up a crew
交了一些好哥们，创建了自己的团队
Struggllin',we hustling,i ain't under the proof
我们一起奋斗，努力，我不再游手好闲
Time ain't gon' cheat us,which's the best **** to prove
时间会证明这一切的
Became to realize
逐渐开始明白
At dawn,appreciate the sunsets instead of "lover"s
在黄昏时欣赏暗淡的黎明而不是于所谓的“爱人”们
Is better than a long period to numb
共渡，这真的比花一段时间来麻木自己好的太多
I'd rather missed 'em than turn my heart cold as a corpse
我宁愿错过也不想让我的心死得凄冷
I've been trippin' for a second and i'm full of remorse
我的确失去目标了一段时间，但我感到的只有后悔
Inside my verse,somethin' deeper has been buried vemous
在我的歌词里，在这旋涡中还藏匿着许多更深的内涵
All the pain that you gave
所有你给我的痛苦
I ain't receivin' again,i've dug 'em a grave
我不会再得到了，我把它们埋起来了
Why you doin' this to me
你为什么要这么对我
Why you doin' this to me
我如今还是想不明白
You took away my heart then you turned it back
带走我的心然后将其归还
Why you said it sorry
你为什么要对我道歉
Was that really you mean?
这是你真正的意愿吗
Was that really you mean?
你发自内心想要这么做吗
You took away my heart then you turned it back
带走我的心然后将其归还
Why you said it sorry
你为什么要对我道歉
Incinerate my brain
我的头脑一片滚烫
Pretend to be okay 'cuz you ain't seekin' my pain
假装着我过得很好，其实只是你没发觉我的痛
I was almost go insane
我实际上接近走火入魔
Shatterin' my body,make it all up to the end
这粉碎着我的肢体，想让这一切都这样结束
Shawty,there's no ****ing shame
宝贝，没什么好羞耻的
Beat me,or u gonna live life as ****,always same
进入我的怀抱，否则你将过着日复一日枯燥的生活
Mama said"it's not a game"
妈妈说：“这不是一场游戏”
"Treat urself the best and nobody gonna care"
“只有你对你自己好，没有其他谁会在乎你”
All right i own life
好吧，我有我自己的生活
This is what it true like,what it sound like
这就像它的样子，它的声音
Bite me on the lips,then i woke up from the dreams
咬在我的嘴唇上，我从梦中惊醒
Feelin' hurt,not lips,but cardiac muscle
感到疼痛的并不是我的嘴唇，而是我的内心
I felt my pulse stopped,i had to get it cancelled
我感到我的脉搏快要停止了，我不得不放弃了
Everybody needs rewards,i ain't selfless candle
没有谁愿意单一的付出而没有收获
Then i made up my mind
随后我下定决心
I want my own life
我只想过我想要的生活
Goin' straight
笔直地前进
**** off the pain and all the past time
让所有过去的悲痛都见鬼去