Fake Dreams

there's nothing as good as doing what you love doing, and not what someone forced you to do

I regret this ****

my mistakes are big

cannot take this ****

now I just have fake dreams

(2x)

My dreams are so fake

the real ones are the delayed

when I am awake

I'm still struggling with my bed

I scream to the walls

my tears over falls

it's so creepy they can't hear me

self esteem cannot redeem me

extremely seems like screams with em teams splash bloodstreams and the prayers of my mommy

extremely God will save me

he's so supreme

never blaspheme

Jesus regime is the mainstream

well, my theme's just 'bout dreams

so I just day dream

cus all my night dreams' fake

and I call 'em pipe-dreams

Can I really ever say I was born with a dream

mom use to love me to tell her 'bout my dreams

she said my eyes can foresee

and she's just scared of what I think

these dreams were borrowed

mum this is what I think

what I think in the day is what I dream in the night

what I think about again is what I dream

it's like a dice

I regret this ****

my mistakes are big

cannot take this ****

now I just have fake dreams (2x)

Life is game sometimes my dreams look alike

cus the devil killed me in the dream but I am still alive, this is a disguise

Blood of Jesus saves everyday, I can't deny it

these dreams don't mean sorrows

depends on thoughts I borrowed

although arrows that the devil throw

trynna stop me from reaping what I sow

but I just go, I just flow, of course I know I owe no one

I'm not a pro, the show is low, you trynna slow, woe to y'all

I make my dough, trynna grow

I keep it on the low

this is what I know

though my heart as cold as snow

When the girls are involved

I dream about my love

I hate girls being involved

cus it make my dream scenes long

some time's dreaming's like a movie watchin'

these dreams don't mean sorrows mom this is just the thing

I could just tell you 'bout my dreams but mom I'm scared of what you think

you could be praying, prophesying and just hoping I'm a king

my generation in my hands

I'm also scared of what they think

it's hard to decide, I ain't qualified and the task is really big

forgive me for being explicit mom

I'm just thinking deep

About the other fake dreams

study learn unlearn study relearn

no pain no gain, so you can burst my brain

I rarely struggle in vain

unlike these rappers that reign

and get famous untrained

I'm a rapper that learn to make money not fame

don't blame my glories but just blame my name for not claiming my flame

now listen to my stories and help me make a plan

I became her little spouse

she was trynna suck with that smelling mouth

she had a man that was old enough to be my dad

*** is a disease, a psychological disease

started and tried to leave my bro, I was just getting deceived

a lot of girls I had to kiss

advising me was like a breeze

if *** could get you the keys to an heart

then you shouldn't be at ease

*** is a metal disease

I'm gonna cut these bad things if I want

cutting cutting cutting one by one

the devil won cus the devil is so strong

Jesus warned me the battle is so tough

I'm hustling but struggling

recalling those mornings

when Jesus used to talk to me

through prophesies and through dreams

he said I'll be great

but now I regret

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