歌词
[Verse 1]
最近我一直都感到很羞愧
Lately I've been feeling so ashamed
因为这些藏在脑子里的想法
By these thoughts I'm hiding in my brain
因为我一直都在压制他们啊，可他们却疯狂地折磨着我
'Cause I've been holding them down but they twist me violently (-ly, -ly)
我已经命悬一线，但这次我不想再被拯救了
I'm hanging by a thread tonight but this time I don't wanna be saved (Saved)
所以让我堕落吧，让我毁灭吧
[Chorus]
在一切未说出口之前
So let me fall, let me break
就这样让我去吧，我真的接受不了了
Under everything unsaid
和我脑海里的想法一起活着
Just let me die 'cause I can't take
如果我投降了
Living with what's in my head
向心中的怪兽屈服了
If I surrender, surrender
如果我投降了
To the monsters in me
向心中的怪兽屈服了
If I surrender, surrender
它会让我重获自由吗？
To the monsters in me
像这样坚持下去的意义在哪呢
Will it set me free?
都没有人在乎我是否来过
[Verse 2]
没有什么比当你强忍着坚强，却没有人知道你真的病了更痛苦的事了
What's the point of holding on like this?
我知道没人会想念我，所以厌倦人们说你应该活下来的说辞
When no one seems to care if I exist
所以让我堕落吧，让我毁灭吧
There is no agony like being strong when no one knows you're sick
在一切未说出口之前
So sick of hearing I should stay when I know I would never be missed
就这样让我去吧，我真的接受不了了
[Chorus]
和我脑海里的想法一起活着
So let me fall, let me break
如果我投降了
Under everything unsaid
向心中的怪兽屈服了
Just let me die 'cause I can't take
如果我投降了
Living with what's in my head
向心中的怪兽屈服了
If I surrender, surrender
如果你真的能够设身处地体会我的感觉
To the monsters in me
你就会知道我为什么会把一切憋在心里
If I surrender, surrender
为什么这场战斗我根本不想赢
To the monsters in me
为什么这场战斗我根本不想赢啊！
[Bridge]
如果你能看到我所遭受的一切伤害
If you could see under my skin
真正体验一天我的生活
You'd realize why I hold it in
你就会知道为什么我只想输掉
Why it's a fight I don't wanna win
你就会知道为什么我只想输掉啊！
Why it's a fight I don't wanna win
会有人相信我面对的一切有多糟糕吗？
If you could see all my abuse
在我选择面对死亡之前
And spent a day inside my shoes
所以让我堕落吧，让我毁灭吧
You'd realize why I just wanna lose
在一切未说出口之前
You'd realize why I just wanna lose
就这样让我去吧，我真的接受不了了
Will anyone believe the hell of being me
和我脑海里的想法一起活着
Before I decide to be the dying proof?
如果我投降了
[Chorus]
向心中的怪兽屈服了
So let me fall, let me break
如果我投降了
Under everything unsaid
向心中的怪兽屈服了
Just let me die 'cause I can't take
它真的，会让我重获自由吗？
Living with what's in my head
If I surrender, surrender
To the monsters in me
If I surrender, surrender
To the monsters in me
Will it set me free?
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