Darkness

My hilarity and my joy

Contradict the will to destroy

And the feeling to explode

Inside, outside - personality

Torn and schizo mind

You never see it all

You get a goddamn part of me

Glorify, idealize

You are wrong

Paint a picture gentle, soft

Make it strong

I assure you that it's not

What you see

What you hear

I am the jester, funny fool

While I’m dirty, mean and cruel

In a bad aggression mode

Outside, inside – a huge disparity

Torn and schizo mind

You never see it all

You get a goddamn part of me

Glorify, idealize

You are wrong

Paint a picture gentle, soft

Make it strong

I assure you that it's not

What you see

What you hear

Not at all

My hilarity and my joy

Contradict the will to destroy

I am the jester, funny fool

While I’m dirty, mean and cruel

Glorify, idealize

You are wrong

Paint a picture gentle, soft

Make it strong

I assure you that it's not

What you see

What you hear

Glorify, idealize

Paint a picture gentle, soft

I assure you that it's not

What you see

What you hear

Not at all

My hilarity and my joy

Contradict the will to destroy

I am the jester, funny fool

While I’m dirty, mean and cruel