Pain You Keep

You hate me and you love me

Please, I'm sorry for the pain you keep

I cause that sh!t, blame this on me

'Cause ain't nobody pray for me

Rest tight too for I can't sleep

You're pushin' back away from me

You hate me and you love me

Please, I'm sorry for the pain you keep

Lost in my mind

Ho give me brain but don't look in my eyes

Goin' insane, see the pain in my eyes

I got way too much damn weight on my spine

Cigarette burns on my arm and my face

In my whole body, she love how I look

I cannot name all the drugs that I took

I need the cash, I need all the loot

I read these hoes like they all were some books

Get to this cake like I need it or something

Maybe that's just 'cause I needed that money

Self-made, I'm eighteen and doin' this sh!ts

I was like fifteen and movin' this sh!t

Fxck, I'ma run my money up

Shawty in the club, bad as fxck, tryna join the club

That ***** said she loved that I'm young and I don't give a fxck

She said I'm a **** boy and she wanna fxck

You hate me and you love me

Please, I'm sorry for the pain you keep

I cause that sh!t, blame this on me

'Cause ain't nobody pray for me

Rest tight too for I can't sleep

You're pushin' back away from me

You hate me and you love me

Please, I'm sorry for the pain you keep

Hold the fxck up, I hope that I wake up

Told my b!tch she too perfect without it, don't need makeup

And I know that we doomed, ain't a single thing could save us

Everyday it's like we break up, make up, make love

Tomorrow we do the same stuff

That sorrow, I ain't fakin' it, couldn't even if I wanted

Mary Jane everyday, got a need just to stay blunted

Needless to say insanity stayed with me since the youngin'

Yeah, I hustle 'cause I need it, I don't even really want it

Hundred dollar half ounces, I keep that sh!t in abundance

Said fxck it and copped the Rafs, b!tch I'm stuntin'

Her lips taste like raspberries, something that you'd dream about

Tuck game crazy like the type a girl you'd read about

Gettin' high, askin' my grandpa if he could see me now

That's some other sh!t, fxck the lovin' sh!t, come again

B!tch I said I'm on my "I think I'm Jesus' second coming" sh!t

******ed a year ago, figuratively comin' quick

You hate me and you love me

Please, I'm sorry for the pain you keep

I cause that sh!t, blame this on me

'Cause ain't nobody pray for me

Rest tight too for I can't sleep

You're pushin' back away from me

You hate me and you love me

Please, I'm sorry for the pain you keep