Sleep Deprived

I wont forget the day that the fire in your eyes died.

I choked down the memories –

I said goodbye to you and me.

I just can’t do this anymore – the best of luck

I hope you find what you’ve been searching for.

And I’m here to say;

I’m done losing sleep over this and every stupid thing that you did.

I’m done staying up all night wondering if

I went about this right.

Another night in a smoke filled bedroom.

It’s kind of funny how it tends to come full circle.

You led me on for far too long.

I found the strength to walk away and it hurts to say that I looked up to you.

I choked down those memories,

I said goodbye.

Devil in disguise, I could see right through your eyes,

Devil in disguise, now I know you for who you really are.

You let your vices take control of you and

I lost my faith in your point of view and it hurts to say I looked up to you.