Drained Emberdreams

I am so tired of this grey empty life

Alone since you're gone and left me behind.

Everything's lost, no hope, love is slain,

My sorrow so deep, unbearable pain!

I'm feeling sore, I can't cope any more,

There's nothing left here worth living for

My scars are aching, my heart's torn apart

Now is the time for me to depart!

Beauty was taking root on my wasteland,

Now all that's left here is empty and bleak...

Wherever I turn all I had is now drained, and

I'm growing feeble, bitter and weak.

The ill weeds of the past

And their roots in your heart,

They will keep us apart

From a future to last.

You don't know what to end,

You don't know what to start,

It's all shimmering shards

Of a dream you defend.

When will my mind erase you?

Will someone else replace you?

Will my burnt heart ever love and be loved?

Don't drift away! Alone we decay!

Hope can conceal, moments reveal,

Nothing is real! I cannot feel!

Trespassers come and they rest here where I was,

I am forgotten, banned and betrayed.

My bloom is withering to dust, I'm a dead loss,

My path is trampled, my heart is stained.

"The ill weeds of the past

And their roots in your heart,

They will keep us apart

Of a dream that you guard"

You don't know what to end,

You don't know what to start...