I Begged You Everything

We slept for close to seven hours

All the way to your dad's basket case

I didn't catch the final score

So I prayed that we'd sink a few more

And I didn't mind and you didn't seem

To mind about me, but

I was wrong

Who wouldn't fear to leave it all?'

Cause it's gonna come, it's gotta come

I am the widow, the spider-ed king

There's web in your teeth

And there's holes in the ceiling

And I wanted more,

I left with nothing

Who's really lost and who's really winning?

I begged again, you said hello

For now that's all

I knowNow

I remember the exhaust and remains

A shallow shadow hung across my brand new drapes

And I gave my car away

Down towards the post office

Man told me he needed it more

I believed him, went home and slept more

And that's what gets me sometimes

That's what struck me blind

And that's why there's no time

That's why

I still try, and that's why

I begged you everything

I begged you everything

Begged you everything, everything

**** am I supposed to do

When you just lie your arms in mine?

**** am I supposed to do

When you never lie about telling a lie?

So what was

I supposed to do?

Just keep on trying through sleepless nights?

**** am I supposed to choose?'

Cause I begged you everything, everything

I can remember wi*****ng that

The season had lasted a little longer

It don't, and we die, if not me

Then to my pride, if not now, then tonight

If not then, we just might give up trying