I'm dying but I understand

Here I am again

Thinking of you

Softly in the back of my mind

But oftentimes

I can't shake you off me

Parasite know too harsh

You're the love of my life

Say goodnight turn off the lights

And leave me to sleep

Have I not done enough good deeds

Haven't I helped you see

You're more than your sadness allows you to be

Sweet release

Sweet release

I made you wait

I said you could go

But I knew you'd stay

Am I selfish wait

Please don't say the point is that

I've changed I've changed

Don't you want me

I'm sorry I'm sorry

I'm sorry

I'm sorry I'm sorry

I'm sorry

But you got a man

I heard it's new

But it's still true

That you got a man

And clearly he isn't me

So what am I missing goddamn

Did I miss you by

A couple months

Or a couple of years

Either way now I'm here

But it's too late

I've sat you down

With tears on my face

And you looked away

You held me close

And I heard you say

That right now you can't

You need to give new love a chance

Girl I'm dying but I understand

I'm dying but I understand