h a l l u c i n a t i o n (prod. Lv9)

歌词
编曲:Lv9
混音:小c
Is it easy to judge for you
对你来说评价一个人很容易吧
Hide behind a mask
躲在面具背后
Stab me in the back
在我身后捅刀子
You think I’m nothing
你觉得我一无是处吧
But it ain’t easy to breathe for me
但光是呼吸对我而言就很难了
Can’t hide from the pain
躲不开那些伤痛
You’ve brought me
你带来的伤痛
Feeling like I’m suffocating
觉得我要窒息了
Countless hours I’ve wasted talking to my therapist
我花了很多很多时间做心理治疗
She asks me questions but I am still clueless
心理医生问我的问题我感到茫然
Have I really done what they said that I have done
我真的做了你口中我犯的罪行吗
If not then why do I deserve such an outcome
如果没有 为何我要承受这些
Hallucination pays me a visit so frequent
我近来经常出现幻觉
And I cannot resist at all
我完全无法抵抗
I hear radio and television speaking ills of me
电视和广播上都在说我的坏话
And there’s nothing I can do but cry on my own
我却除了一个人流泪 什么都不能做
Days and weeks pass
日子一天天过去
Now I can’t even tell the difference between what’s real and what is not
我现在甚至分不清真实和想象的区别
But I got friends, yes I have friends
我原本有朋友,是的我有朋友
They are just too busy to show up, I’m sure about that
他们只是太忙了,不能来到我身边,我很确信
I see it’s easy for you to judge
我懂了,对你来说评价一个人很容易
Hide behind a mask
躲在面具背后
Stab me in the back
在我身后捅刀子
But I mean something
但我活着应该是有意义的啊
And it ain’t easy to breathe for me
如今光是呼吸对我来说都很难了
Can’t hide from the pain
躲不掉那些痛苦
You’ve brought me
你带来的痛苦
Feeling like I’m suffocating
感到我要窒息了
Countless hours I’ve wasted talking to my therapist
我花了很多时间接受心理治疗
She asks me questions but I am still clueless
我的心理医生问我的问题让我感到迷茫
Have I really done what they said that I have done
我真的做了你口中我犯的罪行吗
If not then why do I deserve such an outcome
如果没有 为何我要承受这些
Days and weeks pass
日子一天天过去
Now I can’t even tell the difference between what’s real and what is not
我现在都分不清现实和想象
But I got friends (Do I?), yes I have friends (I see)
我有过朋友的啊(是吗?)是的我有朋友啊(我懂了)
But I’m not sure if it's just another hallucination
但我也不确定是否这也只是我的幻想
专辑信息
1.h a l l u c i n a t i o n (prod. Lv9)