Diary of a Deadman

Looking back I still have so many questions.

So many things unanswered.

Like what did I do?

What could I do?

Was there ever a moment you cared,

or was I always ugly and abandoned?

Remembering all the times you wish me harm,

you wished me dead.

How could I have changed to make it better?

And would I?

Would I?

Why?

I still feel so much hate inside of me.

Seems like you were just waiting for me to fail.

I'm sorry I can't forgive you.

Do you blame me?

You never forgave me.

I've tried to grow from this.

Every day is a new challenge.

Because with you, there's just no winning.

Like it or not, I still a part of you and you're still a part of me.

Like it or not, you're still a part of me.

Yeah!

So this is how it ends.

All the tears,

All the blood,

It's all been for nothing.

As the candle dwindles and flickers out.

The End.