sicker

I don't wanna get drunk, I don't wanna sleep

I just wanna lie down in bed right next to me

And tell myself it's okay, not to always run away

Tell myself it's okay

I don't gotta be numb, when I wanna speak

I could let my feelings out without the need

To always want a harder way

Let me know that there's no shame

That there's no shame

Magazines, social media, liquor

All the drugs and the games make us sicker

Too much time spent staring in the mirror

I wanna be what you want

I wanna not give a ****

I wish I could show me love

I'm gonna pull me closer

I wanna win me over

I don't wanna need someone

To validate what I've done

I wish I could love me like them

I'm gonna pull me closer

I wanna win you over

Learning to ignore me, when it gets hard

When I fall down, wanna fall into my arms

Catch myself before I break and wrap me in a warm embrace

Wrap me in a warm embrace

Getting all dressed up to stare myself down

Biting my tongue so the words won't come out

Wish I could be nicer 'cause I don't wanna fight her

I don't wanna fight her

Magazines, social media, liquor

All the drugs and the games make us sicker

Too much time spent staring in the mirror

I wanna be what you want

I wanna not give a ****

I wish I could show me love

I'm gonna pull me closer

I wanna win you over

I don't wanna need someone

To validate what I've done

I wish I could love me like them

I'm gonna pull me closer

I wanna win you over

(I wanna win)

(I wanna win you over)

(I wanna be what you want)

I wanna be what you want (I wanna be what you want)

I wanna not give a **** (I wanna not give a ****)

I wish I could show me love (I wish I could)

I'm gonna pull me closer

I wanna win you over

I don't wanna need someone

To validate what I've done

I wish I could love me like them

I'm gonna pull me closer

I wanna win you over