scare myself

Thoughts keep on racing, one by one

I don't know who they're running from

Biting my lips until they bleed

[?] living life with me

'Cause I'm scared that the monsters that I swear are under my bed

Scared that they might just be all in my head

Scared that I'm dreaming and I'm already dead

And I'm terrified of the shadows that follow me home

Afraid that they'll get me when I'm all alone

Look in the mirror, I see someone else

Sometimes I even scare myself (Oh)

Ain't it kinda funny how

Nobody can cut me down? Like I can

I drag myself through Hell, yeah (Oh)

What's it gonna be today?

Am I gonna 'cause me pain?

I'll be damned, sometimes I even scare myself

Leave me all alone with the voices

End up in the wrong kind of places

Every day's a dark situation

Trying not to hoop with the poison

Peep my face 'cause the real me is pointless

No one else, just the real me to pieces

Lose my mind 'cause I don't wanna keep it

Sometimes I even scare myself (Oh)

Ain't it kinda funny how (Ain't it kinda funny how)

Nobody can cut me down? Like I can (Like I can)

I drag myself through Hell, yeah (Oh)

What's it gonna be today? (What's it gonna be today?)

Am I gonna 'cause me pain?

I'll be damned (I'll be damned), sometimes I even scare myself

'Cause I'm scared that the monsters that I swear are under my bed

Scared that they might just be all in my head

Scared that I'm dreaming and I'm already dead

Sometimes I even scare myself (Oh)

Ain't it kinda funny how (Ain't it kinda funny how)

Nobody can cut me down? Like I can (Like I can)

I drag myself through Hell, yeah (Oh)

What's it gonna be today? (What's it gonna be today?)

Am I gonna 'cause me pain?

I'll be damned (I'll be damned), sometimes I even scare myself

Sometimes I even scare myself

Sometimes I even scare myself

Sometimes I even scare myself