Christopher (Alternate Version) (Alternate Version)

I only knew you so well

I only wish, that I knew you better

And though we didn't share the same mother

I still loved you, I still loved you

You were, my brother

You were my brother

You weren't someone I was

Very close to, but you're

Still someone that I looked up to

All I ever really wanted to do, was to get to know you

Just to get to know you, and get accepted by you

That's all I ever really wanted to do

I miss all the things I never got to know

All the differents sides of you

That were never shown

And all the memories that never happened

And the ones that did

In my head they've seemed to blacken with time

They feel like they aren't mine

Like my mind stole them

Like It just wanted to hold them //

And when that day came

It started out like any other

I remember when I told god

To take another

Please just someone else

Please not my brother

Please just someone else, please not my

Brother!

But, by the end of It, there was pain

There was a scar, attached to my family's name

But god, made his choice

I still remember the day

When I forgot your voice

But I'll never forget my grandma's

When She screamed from across the room

It felt like a dream

I'll never forget the way she screamed

And what about papa?

You were just a boy

You were just a boy

You were just a boy

You were his boy

And you were only 18

You were only 18

And you had barely began living

You were only 18

You were only 18

And you had barely began living

I remembere when i told god

To take another

Please just someone else

Please not my brother

But god made his choice

God made his choice

I remember the day, when I forgot your voice

It just isn't fair

Not even after 8 years

It just isn't fair

Not even after 8 years

Not even 8 years later

Not even after 8 years

Not even 8 years later