歌词
If only I could say that I had no regrets but looking back
There isn't much I managed not to **** up yet
Cause I'm a drunk, a liar and a theif
Unable to crawl out of bed
Blind to the nights I've spent knowing the end result
Yet diving in anyway,
wasting my days away
Sick from the though of every way I went wrong
Five years spent, breaking the glass that I couldn't mend
Well I'm done with it so I'll breathe it in
Swallow my pride and begin to end
I just want to love myself
So maybe I'll put this bottle down
Trade it in for memories and some forms of dignity
I can't live with it, so I'll just live without
And take back myself,
flush this illness out
I'm so sick of how my mood swings with this February snow
I hate how I can't see the sunset from the corner of Chebucto
And I've accepted all responsibility I own
Until I'm drowning in my penitence,
a sinking stone
Six years spent,
as I sat on idle hands wondering
Is this all I will amount to?
Is this all I have to give after what I've been through?
Things are different now
If there's any good in the world I will find out
Grasping at straw
I need a way to settle in,
it's torn me down
And built me into an object to just find comfort with
Maybe some day I'll be able to say I have no regrets