Blind Eyed

This Lighter don’t work, no

No flame to spark my goal

My nike’es laced in dirt, oh

I feel like i’m treading on my own soul

My headphones only working on the left side

But I try to live the right life

My eyes wide, and I strive

To stop my demons gripping, gripping from the inside

This road is dark and I can’t find the batteries for my flash light

I’m blind eyed and I’m tried

These drugs don’t work

The pain it takes control

A blood stained shirt

I feel like I’m always being chased by the devil

I tried to talk but I can’t seem to get my spoken words right

And I t..t..t..t..t..t..try to keep my stutter light

And this life it can be ish right Cut you like a flick knife

Twist and make you sick right

An I think, (maybe I’ll be better off alone)

So I redirect the calls from my phone

I learnt so many lessons from depression

But in essence I’m just wishing the these bad thoughts were gone

Sometimes I bleed, sometimes I crawl, sometimes I slip, sometimes I fall

Sometimes times my back is up against the wall so hard that whole building could fall

Sometimes I bruise sometimes I break

Sometimes I’m true,sometimes I’m fake

Sometimes I’m hoping for a moment when the floor would just start opening and swallow me for goodness sake

I think I’m gonna break cause I ache and it’s bait I’m awake in a world full of pain superman no cape

And I’m pressing the breaks but the breaks they break and I’m driving my universe into a lake

And the weight, the weight of the world don’t wait

We make mistakes when it’s all at stake

We cook out cake we eat our cake

Sometimes no time for double takes but (That’s just the way life goes sometimes)

But I don’t want to end up in the gutter being battered by my troubles face down in puddle where the sun don’t shine So I’m coming and giving it back, upon the track and attacking ‘em

Stacking up beats like I did with this one I pack it in

And I’m praying, oh lord take this pain away