歌词
Come a long way, the hard way
千里迢迢 却越加困难
And maybe I made it too hard
或许是我做的过于艰难
Been a long fight, the wrong kind
艰苦奋斗 却误入歧途
That breaks you and leaves you unsure
使你心碎让你无法确定
Been fighting to feel like myself
一直努力使自己感觉像自己
Not sure that's what I want anymore
不确定我到底想要成为哪位
Feeling like me is probably the problem
感觉我才是问题的始作俑者
I've had all along
一直都是如此
I tell everyone I got better
安慰着大家“会好起来的”
But what if I'm not?
但若没有呢？
It's hard to face the truth sometimes
有时难以去面对现实
It's hard to face the truth
难以面对
Oh and I tell everyone it gets better
安慰着大家“会好起来的”
But what if I'm wrong?
但若我错了呢？
It's hard to tell the truth sometimes
有时难以去面对现实
Am I always gonna just be, just be
是否我永远都在
Background sad, background sad
强颜欢笑 在背后悲伤着
Waiting for the storm clouds to clear in my head
等待着在我脑海里的风暴消散
Background sad, background sad
强颜欢笑 在背后悲伤着
Wondering if this is as good as it gets
想知道这是否就是最好的结果
Am I always gonna just be, just be getting by
难道我就只能勉强度日
Telling myself it's alright?
告诉自己这一切安好？
Does it matter how hard I try?
怎样努力都无力挽回？
Am I always gonna just be, just be background sad
是否我永远都在强颜欢笑
got pages and pages
一页又一页翻过
Of documentation I keep
翻着保持的文件
Looking for answers
寻找着答案
And patterns I've hidden in me
以及隐藏在我心中的模式
Don't need the world in my hands
不想掌握全世界
Think I'd be happy with halfway content
自认半斤八两就好
I should grow up and shut up
我应该成熟点 闭上嘴
I'm probably wanting too much
可能我的欲望太大了
Oh and I tell everyone it gets better
安慰着大家“会好起来的”
But what if I'm wrong?
但若我错了呢？
It's hard to tell the truth sometimes
有时难以去面对现实
Am I always gonna just be, just be
是否我永远都在
Background sad, background sad
强颜欢笑 在背后悲伤着
Waiting for the storm clouds to clear in my head
等待着在我脑海里的风暴消散
Background sad, background sad
强颜欢笑 在背后悲伤着
Wondering if this is as good as it gets
想知道这是否就是最好的结果
Am I always gonna just be, just be getting by
难道我就只能勉强度日
Telling myself it's alright?
告诉自己这一切安好？
Does it matter how hard I try?
怎样努力都无力挽回？
Am I always gonna just be, just be background sad
是否我永远都在强颜欢笑
Will I always be waiting?
我会一直等待着吗？
And what is it I'm chasing?
一路下来追寻的究竟为何物？
These questions could drive someone crazy
这些问题会把人问疯
I don't want to spend the rest of my life asking myself
我不想余生都在问着我自己
Am I always gonna just be, just be
是否我永远都在
Background sad, background sad
强颜欢笑 在背后悲伤着
Waiting for the storm clouds to clear in my head
等待着在我脑海里的风暴消散
Background sad, background sad
强颜欢笑 在背后悲伤着
Wondering if this is as good as it gets
想知道这是否就是最好的结果
Am I always gonna just be, just be getting by
难道我就只能勉强度日
Telling myself it's alright?
告诉自己这一切安好？
Does it matter how hard I try?
怎样努力都无力挽回？
Am I always gonna just be, just be background sad
是否我永远都在强颜欢笑
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