歌词
[Verse 1: Bernz]
我该从哪里开始呢？我有着数不尽条命
Where do I start? I have mo' lives than I can count
夜里有数不尽的人在疯狂，冲进了人群中的繁华
Had one too many all nighters, Out here surfin' these crowds
当你每天都从另一个的城镇里醒过来 你就很难记住身边一切到底是怎么样的了
And it's hard to remember names when erryday' you wake up in a different town
所以当你觉得你身边空无一人的时候 你要想好你到底想做什么
So be careful what you wishin' for, when you think noones around
当我第一次跟你联络 打了一个招呼 那时的景象还在让我心烦意乱
Got a first contract, on that contact ha, still blows my mind
我确实想要更深入的跟你接触 无论你在何地 我始终如一
Had to became more, than became worldwide, hold up
可我已然错的太深了 我想让一切重头来过
Man I went too far, gotta' go back to the start
听着车上的rap 感受着车库里的节拍 看着墙上的老鼠 我不止陷入沉思
Raps in the car, beats in the garage, and rats in the walls
我从未知道还有像我们这种关系的人比我们更了解彼此 我还以为我们已经步入正轨了
Never knew another crew iller than ours, we on course
不是因为我走的这几次弯路 而是我在追寻她的路上身上失去了信念
Not with a few detours, but on the way I lost faith in my idols
该死的 才发现我已踏上了自我毁灭的旅程 我们曾一起见到了能让苟且之人像是在教会复兴中的天使一样歌唱的事情
Found Wrek damn near suicidal, see we both seen things that'll make a thief sing like a angel in a church revival
所以我们有时也会在人们面前作秀 甚至在大庭广众之下演戏去保证我们自己的生存环境
So we did a few shows and we did a few tours, to ensure our own personal survival
这些成就了我在人生中的捷径，也是最后发现这造成了我的死路一条 还有我失去的朋友和心中的恶魔 和我在今天傍晚失去的那些感情
This for my shortcuts and my dead ends, and my dead friends, and my demons, and my lack of feelins' this evenin'
我一直想做一些事情 却忙于这些琐事
I've been meanin' to do this, been busy makin' these hits
或许我们只是当时那几个想在那些婊子身上实现我们梦想的发小
See we just some neighborhood kids tryin' to live our dreams out in this bitch
我大概只要在我有钱了的时候才会停止这些作为 我知道这听起来很自私
And I probably won't stop till' I'm rich, and I know that sounds selfish
把太多时间放在自我满足上 我的那些女孩才会变得这么嫉妒
Spent so much time on my muuuuse, that my girls always jealous
尽管最后我会对此后悔的
In the end I'm probably gonna' have some regrets
但这并不会掩埋我的努力
But they won't outshine my attempts
当一切都尘埃落定了 我们就不会像现在这样停滞不前了
When it's all said and done we ain't here that long
那时就会让你在河边湿一次鞋了
Better get your feet wet!
可我现在陷入水深火热之中
我在试图克制我心中的恶意
[Hook]
接受我的缺点和不足
I'm treading water in the deep end
还有我的捷径和悲惨结局
I'm tryin' to kill off all my demons
我现在已经陷得太深了
Embrace my flaws and all my defects
我在尝试杀死我心中的恶魔
And my shortcuts and dead ends
把我的缺点和心病都利用起来
I'm treading water in the deep end
接受我及将走向的尽头
I'm tryin' to kill off all my demons
我所谓的手段同样也是死路
Embrace my flaws and all my defects
为了我的捷径和结局
And my shortcuts and dead ends
最终逃不过的落幕
My shortcuts and dead ends
该让我从哪里开始？ 我浴火重生过无数次
For my shortcuts and dead ends
我打破桎梏并冲向正轨 让人生继续 我从未改变过这条路
Dead ends
回到那我还很年轻的时候 93年 只是为了好玩而已
纵然我知道我的家人是不会去理会我如何规划我的未来
[Verse 2: Wrekonize]
那时的我 写着歌 给我妹妹看 她跟着一起唱
Where do I start? I've shed more skins than I can count
她直至今天都还会唱这首歌 我真的是爱死她了 这就是我们的羁绊
Broke chains to run the races, got it goin' and I never tried to change the route
却好久没见过你了 因为我离开了那里 很遗憾而且那已经有一段时间了
Started back when I was young, 93', just for fun
但我很感激你 你从未走得太远 我一定有一天会带着令你满意的条件回到你身边
Even though I knew my fam would never doubt the plan for whatever it was I'd become
你了解的 比任何人都多 对于我有多想说出我的心声
There I was, writin' songs, showed my sister, she sang along
你在那里 在一个对你这种天才来说才配得上的舞台上大展宏图 我会在台下为之不断战斗
And she still sings to this day, I ****in' love you for that, we got such a bond
我们分开了 但我们也不会在意的 我会付好租金 留下你那份位置
Ain't seen you much, you moved away, real shame that it's been awhile
买点书 买点糖 别紧张 我还挺的住
But I'm thankful, you ain't even out that far, I got to come and hold your newborn child
我刚听说 在音乐电视的103频道有几首我的伴奏
You knew more, than anyone could, how I wished to sing my songs
喂 Jessie 你看到我泪流满面的样子了吗 终于等到他们注意到我的时候了
You were there, at the talent shows and all my battles to cheer me on
全部带走 全部带回家 签好了协议 没错我同意
We were broke, but we ain't care, Ill pay rent, keep your share
但是一切都无法那么的按照计划进行 就如我现在正独自坐在候诊室门口
Buy some books, buy some candy, don't you stress, big bro here
上了专辑 加入了乐队 给他们签了名 终于有了一些粉丝
I just heard, on 103, theres some comp on MTV (Word?)
也失去了一些家人 交了一些朋友 赚了一些钱 也全部被花了个完
Hey Jess watch this ima tear shit down, wait till' they get a load of me
直到最后我都在试图不让自己后悔 因为我一直在努力地做出尝试
Took it all, brought it home, signed a deal, yeah I'm on
待到繁花落尽时 情人终有相逢日
But it ain't go down just quite as planned, I'm in the waitin' room all alone
我必将带你坠入爱河
Shelved the album, joined a band, we got signed, gained some fans
我生活在水深火热之中
Lost some family, made some friends, earned some dollars, they got spent
我不断地试图阻止另一个我控制一切
In the end I'mma try to not have me regrets, cause I always made the attempt
利用好他的邪恶和反叛心理
When it's all said and done we ain't out here long
走向我昙花一现的美好生活
Better get your feet wet!
我随时一步就会坠入深渊
却不断战斗战胜困难
[Hook]
克服缺点与不足
I'm treading water in the deep end
不走捷径而且踏实进步
I'm tryin' to kill off all my demons
现在开始已经晚了
Embrace my flaws and all my defects
我走过的捷径将置我于死地
And my shortcuts and dead ends
咎由自取
I'm treading water in the deep end
I'm tryin' to kill off all my demons
Embrace my flaws and all my defects
And my shortcuts and dead ends
My shortcuts and dead ends
For my shortcuts and dead ends
Dead ends
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