歌词
Prod by Melvin
Mixed by Don Nam
Don Nam
18 lived my life like the snooker
18岁时活的像在打斯诺克
Worked my ass off sticking in more holes
想尽办法打进更多的洞
Collected plumes from female for show
把感情当做收集品用来炫耀
See my sincerity gradually goes off
眼看着我的赤诚一步步走远
Now that euphoria seems to cost more
如今令我狂喜的东西愈难获得
With years my passion grew old
时间过去我的热情退却
Gonna say my exes really foresaw
只能说我的前任们有远见
Butts wont drive my songs go global
沉迷物欲不会让我功成名就
I was a kid treated girls like belonging
我从前太幼稚把女孩当私人物件
Me as a god she followed my religion
把自己当神把她当信徒
One time realized that she was independent，
后来发现她也是独立的个体
Would also be ignited at beautiful encounters
也会在不同的邂逅中被点燃灵魂
Louis v Chains on my neck so shimmering
脖子上LV链子多闪耀
rustic girls gon be obsessed
没见过世面的女孩为此着迷
Calling my phone sounds like bell from the evil
打给我的电话像是地狱里的钟声
When it pause in midnight i d be upset
但当它在半夜停止我却感到失落
Yeah my life would pause for something
我的生命会为一些事物暂停
（Something matters i should face it）
一些真正重要的事物
But every time i pressed the button
但每次当我按下按钮
only showed up different ladies
出现的总是各样的女人
Right after climax i fell in depression
高潮褪去我落入沉郁
What gives me fortune locks me in prison
能使我扶摇直上的东西也能让我坠入深渊
What i wear what i take pride in are vacuum
我如今引以为豪的都是空泛的东西
These fear of gods are just blood from my parents
不过是吸我父母的血
Success is my only mfking option failure is not
成功是我唯一的道路 不能失败
Fame can be my redemption
成名即将充当我的救赎
World has found its way to sell u taming drugs
这世界卖给你的都是驯服你的药
What if u smash it and spit it on its fking face fking face
何不试试打碎它 往它脸上吐口唾沫
Melvin
Baby l've been searhing all the persription for you
我为你寻遍了所有的处方
All the pain l feel got nothing stronger than you
所有的痛苦都不及你给的强烈
Cut the way everything goes on there‘s nothing to lose
一切照常，没有什么可失去的
So damn fxcking sickness
真是令人作呕
l know that u gradually got a knife on your tongue
我感受得到你逐渐变得尖酸刻薄
Downplayed my thoughts and cut my belief on your love
淡化我对你的思念，切断对爱的信任
Stuck in relation never broke up
困在这段关系中无法自拔
l'm not gonna run from my target
但我不会远离我的目标
My drag was one of type rare l knew
医我的药随处可见，平淡无奇
How l pulled up to the white stairs so long
生活总是个不敢公平对决的软蛋
No one love you til you die yet because you slide in it
我怎么在白楼梯停留了那么久
When you put me down asked myself
因你的苟且偷安没人会在死之前爱你记住你
Why you always played around
当你终于放下我问自己
Maze too numb word all done
为什么你总那么纸醉金迷
Motions variably stay around
混沌的周遭太过麻木，该明白的道理早已烂熟于心
That pxssy kicked my rules off（always naked before you）
情绪波动的太过频繁简单
Let‘s just be friend before rushed up
那个女人冲破了我的底线（在你面前总是形同赤裸）
Wiping down your tears drop
还是在新鲜感上头之前就算了吧
专辑信息
1.18