Sick

I've been living for years in question some obsessionwas i less to live without answers as a life criedwolf i'm ashamed to mention my anguish but silencelies empty if i say it again can i kill it will you lendme your ears breathe in breathe out exhale actingsweating a broken smile provides them a viewprojection is nothing new just once i would like themto feel it suffer in my skin for a moment stand in myshoes filled with swelling blues (chorus) i keep thisroom and this room keeps me chained to my organs iam quarantined to a place that's dark staring atthree walls the door is locked to them 'maybe nowthat they all know it you'll find solace as you'rdrowning in narcissism or is it self-loathing 'causeyou fought it all in your head boy psychosomaticthey used to humor you now they pity you andnothing's changed (repeat chorus) the door is lockedbehind me if i say it again can i kill it because they'resick of my complaining and i am sick of being sickmaybe these will cure you completely chemicalsdeeply saviors until you're dependent don't let themgo to your head i'm ashamed to mention my anguishbut silence lies empty silence lies