歌词
Deception, only feature.
A pestilential attribute as your fame. A lesson you neglect to
ascertain.
You just disrupt, disgust, distrust, dig up, make fuss.
Enough’s enough and I never want to see you again.
Before I knew it I was playing a part in this pathetic dog and pony act you called a better living.
To think that everything could worsen with our sins. I should have known that everyone around me was cursed with a sense of loss. Just a lesser cause building me up just to be dropped.
I’ll always end up questioning you.
“Why so condescending with your undertones?”
If I go then you’ll surely fail to stay afloat. The price rose, now your life is just a debt you owe.
All I know is that I might take it.
But I can’t take it.
Now I can’t take this dependency on everything that doesn’t defend me at all.
I dissolve just to feel the debilitation.
Creep in and crawl across the walls of my conscience.
I never want to sit amongst the ones talking dog shit.
If everything is nothing how come I can’t just drop this?
If happiness is coming, how come I haven’t caught it all to myself?
I’m becoming a monster and far from capable of branching out for help to the ones who have sworn to me absolution.
Send me a sign that I’ll get better.
You can tell me a lie, I won’t remember.
When I’m ready to die I’ll leave a letter.
If I hand you a knife, sign your initials.
It’s a series of losses that halts our progression.
If the searing would pause I could stop our resentment.
With an eerie applause, I am drawn to your presence.
If I show you my flaws,
Show me your devils.
With the steel cold, we’ll find warmth in something grimmer.
Still born. I’ll show you my devils.