歌词
Yeah, depression is my enemy,feel I'm forever stuck with it
抑郁是我的天敌，我将永生被其禁锢
Outsiders looking in can't see I'm mentally struggling
外人看不到我内心的挣扎
So much on my plate, there's multiple things that I'm juggling
我还有很多事要做，很多事还没做
It all comes in waves,let my ship sink because I'm done with this
一波又一波，我受够了，毁灭吧
Hate my stupid ass ex, cuz I don't know how to trust again
讨厌我的沙币前任，让我无法再信任其他人
My self worth is crumbling, try to walk but I'm stumbling
自我价值轰然坍塌，想要向前却深陷泥潭
They ask how I feel, I fight the tears, then I start stuttering
被问什么感觉？我忍住眼泪语无伦次
I'm a keep it real, felt this for years, and I'm still Still suffering, damn
我想努力保持初心，但这么多年了仍然身处煎熬
Someone tell me where's the day went
时间都去哪了
All on my phone, wow, this is how my days spent
都在手机上了，原来我每天就光干这些了
Wasted all this time and I can't get it back but
时间不能倒流
I'll push it aside cuz I'll break down and snap,I
但没有关系，我可以先浴火再重生
Hate the way I feel, there's gotta be a better me
太难受了，会好起来的吧
Cuz all of this pain, people get a lesser me
历经的痛苦铸造了谦卑的我
These demons taunt me daily, they always get the best of me
阻挠我的恶魔炼就了更好的我
I wish they die a slow death and don't rest in peace, yeah
希望他们都能痛苦离去，永生不得安息
Thought I'd be better alone
还是一个人好
Still tryna find somewhere to go
不放弃找到自己的归宿
I been stuck on this road
我在这条路上止步不前
So alone, by myself
只有我，好孤独
Look around, there's no one else
环顾四周，一个人也没有
I'm alone, I'm alone, I'm alone lone
好孤独
Yeah, I miss my daughter every single day
每天都想念我的女儿
Me and her mom had went our separate ways
我与她的妈妈各自生活
And that's okay, cuz we were hella toxic
没关系，反正我们的感情本来就岌岌可危
But we're cool, happy and well
我们各自很开心很幸福
But I just hate sharing you
但我不想和把你分人一半
Half a week hurts me like hell
一周只见你两次简直是折磨
I hate being without you
好想你陪着我
I keep thinking about you
时时刻刻想着你
This separations killing me
见不到你的日子让我窒息
I'm in-completed without you
没有你我不完整
You're daddy's baby, you're my princess
你是爸爸的宝贝，你是我的小公主
If you need something, I'm a get it
你要什么我给什么
**** the cost, kuz ima spend it
管他多少钱，我要花我愿意
Here forever don't forget it, damn
要永远记住不要离开我
I refrain from being vulnerable
不可以懦弱
Cuz when I do, I break down and get emotional
不然就会落魄
The PTSD strikes, it hurts the most
创伤后应激障碍最伤人
And when I do, I lose my top, like a convertible
就像敞篷车一样没有安全感
Every song I do is personal
我所有的歌都很私人
This feelings horrible, I wish I could just escape it
好难受，想就这样逃走
Waking up gasping for air, I drown in my self hatred
早晨醒来喘着气，又开始了无止境的自我厌恶
I hope that god has a plan at the end of what I'm going thru
希望熬过这段时间后老天自有安排
Cuz I don't have nobody I can turn to, I just know I
因为我已无依无靠
Thought I'd be better alone
还是一个人好
Still tryna find somewhere to go
不放弃找到自己的归宿
I been stuck on this road
我在这条路上停滞太久
So alone, by myself
一个人，太孤独
Look around, there's no one else
环顾四周，没有一个人
I'm alone, I'm alone, I'm alone lone
好孤独
专辑信息