Same Thing

It's still the same thing you want from me,

It's still the same thing I fear to see,

It's still the same thing you want from me,

It's still the same thing I fear to see

See I, thought that I crawled out the void,

Back out the black to the laughs and joy,

Smacks out the cracks of the lips of the coy, black dogs in the shade look to seek and destroy,

I came back, to life,

Steel clad heart, not about to die,

Not one fear I could classify,

But you demons like to fraternise,

Felt a win, I chapped a grin,

Was warm within, my die second turn of the spin,

Your pride is thin, you tried to cling,

I fear no thing, excluding the state I was in,

The state where my chest was the stark and the hollow,

A smile was a fraud, not a tear could've followed,

The state where I feel no thing, Except for your canine sin,

Except for your ice cold sting,

Except for the vices within,

Except for your molars that pierce every inch of my skin,

When that ends and the numbness begins and I pray and I pray I could feel anything but alone

It's still the same thing, same thing, same thing,

I fear you,

I fear you, yeah

It's still the same thing, same thing, same thing,

I fear you,

I fear you, yeah

It's still the same thing you want from me,

It's still the same thing I fear to see,

It's still the same thing you want from me,

It's still the same thing I fear to see

I remember the scent of happiness,

I still smell it most the time,

Just a baby, now I'm nappy-less,

Keep the crying left inside,

An apple a day just might be working,

I've seen the sunshine more than rain,

I still fear a creature lurking,

And that I'll never feel again,

Yeah,

Smile in the teeth but my trusting is skewed,

PTSD from my soul black and blue,

Dance on the line linking love and a bruise,

And my heart terrified when I'm thinking of you,

I fell in the west but my hope's in the east,

Fright in the night from the hounds that I've seen,

And all blessings fall like a priest in the sheets, I'm the chief of deceased when I snarl in the face of the beast

It's still the same thing, same thing, same thing,

I fear you,

I fear you, yeah

It's still the same thing, same thing, same thing,

I fear you,

I fear you, yeah

I fear you,

I fear you yeah

You just want the rush,

I just feel the ugh,

You just want the rush,

I just feel the uh uh,

You just want the rush,

I just feel the ugh,

You just want the rush,

I just feel the uh uh,

Yeah I can't keep looking back when you come my way,

When you come my way,

I can't keep looking back when you come my way,

When you come my way,

Yeah