Better Way To Go

I just came from the guru's website

I'm still washing off the smell

Man, why don't he just go on TV

And tell us all, "pay up or go to hell"

I was only looking if they had something to say

Lately it has been hard to get through my day

I was looking for something I just don't know

I've been looking for a better way to go

Because there's something missing deep inside me

That's as common as the rain

I'm long on good intentions

But I've got zero tolerance for pain

And in this, I'm like everyone I find

We try, it's so hard to just be kind

And the ones we love, sometimes we hurt them so

So we're looking for a better way to go

I'm going crazy

With the sirens from the past

Am I too lazy

to lash my sorry ass to the mast?

Everyday, I lose another chunk of myself

Everyday there's more junk upon my shelf

And the biggest joke of all

Is the one that we all know

Time is the only road

Everyone knows where it goes

I don't want a destination different from the rest

I don't want to win because I tried my best

I only hope there is somebody there to know

And so please help me find a better way to go