Fear

I have forsaken you

and all I ever felt was true

To take that step and fall to aim beyond these walls

With hope that the stars align

to get a glimpse of my goal defined

I stare the eyes of my biggest fear

Swallow pride I'll persevere

I fear my heart

Fear my soul

I fear I'm weak

I'm fearing you

I fear the cold

That the world is yours

That I drown your shores

I fear I'm wrong that I don't belong

I fear the cold

All nights of fallen grace

All nights where I lost the trace

All I need is that single hour

Where all doubt's erased

If I could I'd crown myself each day

If I could I'd let myself know I'm okay

If I could I'd throw myself into the flames

But I fear my heart

Fear my soul

I fear I'm weak

I'm fearing you

I fear the cold

That the world is yours

That I drown your shores

I fear I'm wrong that I don't belong

I fear the cold

I wish for dreamless sleep

For something that will keep all thought silent

All screams of inner fear makes control impossible

Tears me open

If I could I'd crown myself each day

If I could I'd let myself know I'm okay

If I could I'd throw myself into the flames

But I fear my heart

Fear my soul

I fear I'm weak, I fear I'm wrong

I fear the cold

That the world is yours

That I drown your shores

I fear I'm wrong and I fear the cold