A Million Reasons

When the shadows washed away

I was painting larger ones

Larger than the canvases

The canvases I can't believe

And I can't understand when things turn gray

I'm not who I was in the morning

And there's a million reasons that I'd like you to stay

Time to utter the words while you're falling

I run out the bedroom

Cause I can't really breathe

A recurring fear of being tied down

And I would like to blame it on the artist in me

But there's no one in there who buys that ********

I'm going through girls

And pushing through crowds

And she knows I'm looking for her

And I'm going through hell

Through the darkest sides of myself

I only want what I can't have

Run ahead

Don't wait up

Just run run ahead

Don't wait up

Cause I'll follow you there

Follow you there

I'll follow you there

Follow the ocean

Follow you there

Follow you there

The road's not far away

I only want

I only want her today

I only want what I can't have

I only I only want her today

I only want what I can't have