Borrowed Time

I'm looking back on a time when

I could say

I actually thought

I cared about you

But after everything

I've been put though

I realise that

I've been living with false hope

It's drowning out my senses

It's drowning out my thoughts

This has got oh so confusing

And I've only got myself to blame

I can't believe...oh what was

I thinking

I've only got my self to blame

You mean nothing to me

And you never ******* did

I can't stand to listen to your excuses anymore

I can only pray that you feel so alone

A guilty conscience hangs over your head

I can't believe...oh what was

I thinking

I've only got myself to blame

But maybe

I'm the only one to blame in all of this

I've got nothing to depend on anymore