What I Say And What I Mean

Walking from the past

But I don't think

I've said my goodbyes

Sometimes

I just find

That they keep sneaking up from behind

Closing up the wounds

I suppose it's supposed to take some more time

Then what do

I findThat we've closed every door in our lives

And I know you're the only one for me

But standing in my sleep

Never going back and forth

I'm only going forward

That's what

I keep saying

Never going back and forth

I'm only going back

That's what

I meanSomething haunts my dreams

Don't know what it means

Itching at the scabs

Only makes my troubles run high'cause scratching at my sheets

Makes my bark much worse than my bite

Itching for a fight

As your nails are running over my spine'cause the doors are open

And they keep swirling back to my mind

But I know you're the only one for me

But standing in my sleep

Never going back and forth

I'm only going forward

That's what

I keep saying

Never going back and forth

I'm only going back

That's what

I meanSomething haunts my dreams

Don't know what it means

Never going back and forth

I'm only going forward

That's what

I keep saying

Never going back and forth

I'm only going back

That's what

I meanMy screws are loose

My noose is tight

I'm lostI'm back and forth

I'm in between

My screws are loose

My noose is tight

I'm lostI'm back and forth

I'm in between