The Big U

I must admit

I've been a little bit afraid of your relationship with the universe

I know that you, you love him best

I can see the way he lights you up

I can feel him pounding there in your chest

I know, one day

Your love story with him will probably take you away

And I'll cry, yeah

But I'll do it in the way I heard the therapist say

It's not just sad, it just feels

I'm not immune to all the fears that float in my atmosphere

Am I awful? Will I, I end up alone?

I can fall, feel a claw in the night

I'll spend a week or two controlled by the phone

I know, one day

I'll watch the universe come up and ask me out on a date

and I'll say "Yeah"

And we'll get into his car and we'll go all the way

there's no good reason not to

Big one

I thought that I was being generous sharing you with him

Big one

You're not mine to share, no

Big one

I can see, that it will always be you and the big U

Big one

I consider myself lucky to be let in on your threesome