Ashamed

(Intro: Jonathan Hay)

The journey...

The struggle...

(Hook: Mike Smith)

I'm so ashamed of how it got this way

I don't know what to do

I just don't feel like I'm, still any good for you

(Bridge: DJ Revolution)

All the pressure and pain

Tryin' to maintain

All the pressure and pain

Drowning my sorrows in bottles

Shame

(Verse 1: KXNG Crooked)

God, I told myself these are the words I'd never say

I'm my own worst' opponent, and it hurts in every way

You ever thought about smashing the mirrors in your house

So you don't have to see the same person that hurts you every day?

I have

I'm shattered, can I pick up the pieces before I pick up a piece

And squeeze, and give up on breathing, go live up with Jesus

Give up, I'm leavin', sick of the freezing rain

Switch up the season, the reason, because I need some sunshine

This umbrella I'm under, while it's raining alcohol

See we're abusing each other

I'm just trying to drown my problems in a bottle of Jack Daniels

Let me talk to y'all about a couple of problems I can't handle

See my whole family's starvin', I need dollars to feed 'em

A dropout, nobody college degreed him

I went the block route, where cops play God with your freedom

What's the odds? Imma beat 'em

All of my friends, man they're gone when I need 'em

The same song plays over and over

My life's ********, it's getting older and older

I pour more Jack over the soda, told y'all I hate being sober

Probably need to meditate with Deepak Chopra and Oprah

I hope for hope, some meaning for tomorrow

And I wish I didn't drink, but ain't no Geenie in this bottle

I know, I gotta change and realize I'm highly worth it

But until then, my favorite excuse is "nobody's perfect"

(Hook)

I'm so ashamed of how it got this way

I don't know what to do

I just don't feel like I'm, still any good for you

(Bridge: DJ Revolution)

All the pressure and pain

Tryin' to maintain

All the pressure and pain

Drowning my sorrows in bottles

Shame

All the pressure and pain

Tryin' to maintain

All the pressure and pain

Looking in the mirror, my reflection is a damn shame

It's a shame, nobody else to blame

(Hook)

I'm so ashamed of how it got this way

I don't know what to do

I just don't feel like I'm, still any good for you

(Bridge: DJ Revolution)

All the pressure and pain

Tryin' to maintain

All the pressure and pain

Drowning my sorrows in bottles

Shame

All the pressure and pain