Black Smoke

How did I forget who I am

Surrounded by ghosts

They watched me falling apart

I wish I could rewind and go back to the start

Biting my tongue for the taste of another pain

Does my place in this world mean anything

One last time I'm gonna try to stay alive

I can still feel this strife deep inside

I've seen my demons come to life

I ignored them for far too long

The time has come to look them in the eyes

I'm going through fire, through the flames

There is something

This one thing I can't kill

What should I supposed to feel if nothing is real

I don't run away from my demons anymorе

Did I forget the way to breathе

What if I surrender

Go under and drown again in the ocean of sorrow

I can see the end

What if I lose my mind

Someday, someday I'll put it behind and find my own way

I pray, I pray that the evil in me will never prevail

Someday, someday someone is gonna call my name

I pray, I pray that the mask I wear will never fall again

I suffocate from my own heartbeat, until I'm burning in this heat

But then I remember the light in your eyes, the pain and all that you sacrificed

I'm never gonna make the same mistakes again

One last time I'm gonna try to stay alive

No one sees my sacrifice

No one will ever feel my pain

No one shall fall from grace

No one, I can see the end

I reckon nobody can save me, not even you

Take off the death wreath

And start to – oh god please make me – breathe

I need to find the color in my mind again

I reckon nobody can save me

Someday, someday I'll put it behind and find my own way

I pray, I pray that the evil in me will never prevail

Someday I'll pray

There is something

This one thing I can't kill

What should I supposed to feel if nothing is real

I don't run away from my demons anymore

I went through fire, through the flames to burn out this pain in me

I don't run away from my demons

I've just learned their names

Behind the black smoke I think, I think there's a change

There's a change