My Own Worst Enemy

If only I could move at the speed of light

If only I was born to a greater life

If only I was made in a raging sea of love

If only I was cut from the stars above

This is not my true life

I am not the man that I should be

I'm called to higher things

High time to get my wings

I'm no fun to be with anymore

I'm flying on the wings of mediocrity

I'm my own worst enemy

If only I could just explode

Like a dying star

In a blaze of lights