Meaning of Unequipped

I realised today I should have invited you with me

Every time I left

Every time I left

Left, I left, I left

I went away with a boy I admired

Then one day on the beach with no harbour

I wept for the water between us

Wept 'cause I keep on leaving

I left, left

I wept, I wept

I'm crazy about a boy

I can't seem to start again

I'm wild about a boy

I've never been so damn ignored

I made a terrible mistake

I can't start again

I'm so hellbent on loving and leaving

All of a sudden there's something

I'm craving for you to make me an honest woman

Make you my honest man

My man, my man