Loser

I been smoking too much like every day

Who would've thought

That these drugs don't really numb all the pain

My eyes stay shut but I still see your face

I'm still so miserable

Still feel unfulfilled

And I've been smoking too much like every day

Since fifteen think it's rotting my brain

I got my windows closed but I still hear the rain

I don't like myself anymore

Think I've changed

And while you sit there drunk on the side of the pave

Do you ever think about those times in the cage

With your friends in the sun oh those times they have changed

Now I'm sitting on my own thinking of life on a stage

Thinkin of life on a stage

These days I'm alone

Take 3 blunts to the face

Spend my days blazed just thinking of life in the states

Shoutout jj

I'm tryna record everyday

I think I'm going straight to hell for those two years

If you didn't know I'm sad you must be new here

Cliche dyed hair

I'm a loser

Forever screaming on my own at a computer

I'm a loser and I know it

Got it tatted on my sleeve just to show how much I own it

Stay glued to my computer

Writing sad songs and playing first-person shooters

Watch me self-destruct

Catch me yelling"nerf this"

While I'm rolling up another blunt

I used to do this for fun

Now I do this on account of all of my bad luck

I been smoking too much like every day

Who would'a thought that these drugs don't really numb all the pain

My eyes stay shut but I still see your face

I'm still so miserable

Still feel unfulfilled

I'm still so miserable

Still feel unfulfilled

I don't even know what I'm fighting for