When The Fever Broke

I wish I could be your last goodbye

I wish I was your man

But I'm not, not even close to not

Not even close to might have been

I guess I'll keep disappointing you

I guess I'll miss the mark again

I guess I'm sorry

I have this tombstone quality

I wish that you could see me here

I wish that you could feel me here

I don't want to be the only one to stay for me

Look what you've said and done for me

No one in the world has a voice that speaks to me

Hear what you've said and done to me

This morning when the fever broke

I closed my eyes and laughed

Thinking I can't go home again

I can't go home again

I know I'm not what I used to be

This is life, just keeps on chasing us around

Until it catches you, you're dead

They say I'm not right every god damn night

That's why I keep it to myself

That's why I'm sorry

I have this tombstone quality

I know you'll never see me here

I know you'll never feel me here

I don't want to be the only one to stay for me

Look what you've said and done for me

No one in the world has a voice that speaks to me

Hear what you've said and done to me

Tomorrow when the fever breaks

I'll close my eyes and laugh

I can't go home again

I can't go home again

I can't go, I can't go home

I can't go, I can't go home

I can't go, I can't go home

I can't go, I can't go home

I can't go, I can't go home

I can't go home