Blue Study

Somewhere between my tongue and cheek

I can feel the hands on me

Pulls me in so we are face to face

I don't wanna see it,

I don't wanna see

Hold my head up can't avert my eyes

Spots and rats on me,

I don't wanna see

Claw the ground up, get me out of this

Never wanted this, never needed this

And you left me and

I left you

And you left me and

I left you too

Chair is stained and

I can't stay awake

Bring forth evidence to keep me sane

I can't keep this riddle locked inside

Seven ways to keep my secrets tied

Can't believe this,

I belong in chains

Separated, it was me and something else

Now I'm numbing, get me out of this

Never wanted this, never needed this

And you left me and

I left you

And you left me oh, but then

I left you and

And you left me and

I left you

And you left me and

I left you too

Arms stretched out, giving thanks to pain

Spotlight looking down,

I'm ashamed

Kneeling with my forehead to the ground

I can't help but flinch before

I'm foundI don't need you!

Can't you see behind?

Doesn't matter now, doesn't matter anymore

Maybe made me, get me out of this

Never wanted this, never needed this

And you left me and

I left you

And you left me and ************ then

I left you and

And you left me and

I left you

And you left me and

I left you too

Safe! I just want to be safe

Safe! I just want to be safe

Safe! Don't you want to be safe?

Safe! Why can't you let me be safe?