Out Of My Head

What is this feeling I'm feeling

What is this tranquility?

What is this feeling I'm feeling

I'm pretty sure it's not peace…

I feel a bit disconcerted

I feel insecurity

So where do I go, what do I do,

Get it all out of my head!

I will hope in the light

I'm not giving up this fight

I am reaching out for love with all my might

Let me hope in the light

Even if it takes my life

I will raise the banner up

With all my might

I am the one who has made this affliction

And I am under the rod of Your wrath

Brought into darkness, lost all my vision

Driven to the edge of reality, mad

I feel walled up in my own asylum

I feel the rust of the chains on my skin

These hidden beasts beating me into submission

Dddiction and lusts of my flesh draw me in

I know I need to reach out, but I don't want to

I need community, love in my life

The steadfast type of care that never ceases

Snd new mercies in the dawn of new light

I want to believe, and I don't want to be this way

I'm sick and tired of my self-absorbed dread

So where do I go, what do I do

Get it all out of my head!

I will hope in the light

I'm not giving up this fight

I am reaching out for love with all my might

Let me hope in the light

Even if it takes my life

I will raise the banner up

With all my might

All these emotions are crippling

All the lies swim in my head

Drowning my life in this madness

Even no rest in my bed

I know I'm being dramatic

I know I'm hopelessly lost

So I want to go, and I want to do…

Get it all out of my head!

I will hope in the light

I'm not giving up this fight

I am reaching out for love with all my might

Let me hope in the light

Even if it takes my life

I will raise the banner up

With all my might