歌词
Yeah, uh
耶
Lately I've been tryna cope
最近我一直在努力应对这些事
I always do it alone
我总是一个人面对
I just suffer on my own
我一个人受着苦
Still going through highs and lows
仍在经历着高潮和低谷
Feels like I've been here before
我感觉我来过这儿
Sometimes I just wanna post what I have been feelin'
有时我真想把我的感受发在网上
But I have the feelin' if somebody knows
但我有预感或许有些人懂我
They'll use it against me, I'm used to the envy
他们会抓住这些来对抗我 我已经习惯了被人嫉妒
They're good at pretendin' they don't
他们擅长装作自己不是这样的人
My thoughts are reflections of what I'm suppressin'
我的思想反映了我正在抑制的东西
Me tryna correct it is needed the most
我试图纠正它是最被需要的
I'm counting my blessings through my perception
我通过我的感知计算着我收到的祝福
I can't see the lesson that God's tryna show
我不明白上帝想要教会我什么
I recently check in a therapy session to ease the depression
我最近接受了一个缓解抑郁的治疗
I'm tryna let go
我试着放手
My life has distressed and I feel disconnected
我的生命是个悲剧 我感到孤立无援
I keep second guessing the path that I chose
我一直在质疑我自己选的道路
It blows, to manifest everything that I ever wanted
它如狂风吹过 显化出我想要的一切
It feels so dismissing
这感觉太缺失了
Why does my happiness come to a crash
为什么我的幸福碎了一地
And then I'm the one whose caught in the collision?
我就是那个被撞的人吗?
When I get emotional I sabotage myself
我掉进情绪的深渊时我会自残
By making these impulsive decisions
做这些冲动的事
I feel like everybody's out to get me
我感觉每个人都在故意找我麻烦
The trauma I've been through's keeping defensive
那些我经历过的创伤使我把自己包裹起来
I don't know why I never open up
我也不知道我为何从不敞开心扉
There's a door to me that I'm closing shut
有一扇门在我面前我却把它关上了
I'm mentally numb, I just wanna run
我的精神麻木了 我只想逃
I love and hate the person I've become
我对我变成的那个样子又爱又恨
I love me for makin' it on my own
我爱着自己做的一切
But hate me 'cause I celebrate alone
但我厌恶自己 因为没有其他人和我一起庆祝
I'm a sore winner, I already know
我早知道要是论起伤痛 那我称得上是赢家
I don't wanna rap, I think I'ma fold
我不想说唱 我想我该认输了
I feel isolated no family or friends
我感觉我在一座孤岛上 没亲人也没朋友
I honestly feel like I've reached a dead-end
我真的觉得我走进了死胡同
I've been tryna be optimistic but
我试过变得乐观但...
Loneliness is still a feeling that's wearing me thin
孤独的感觉让我脆弱不堪
Where is the old me, where have I been?
那个旧的我去哪了?
I'm searching but I no longer exist
我在寻找 但那个我已经不存在了
I always lose me, I find me again
我总是失去自我 又寻回自我
But not now 'cause I don't know if I can, damn
但现在不行了 我不知道我还能不能做到这样
I'm just tired of feeling low, you know?
我真的厌倦了低落 你懂吗?
I just don't know what it is, it's just like
我真的不知道那是什么 就像
Tired of feeling low
厌倦了低谷
Tired of feeling low (Low)
厌倦了抑郁
Tired of feeling low
厌倦了情绪化
Tired of feeling low (Low)
厌倦了迷失的感觉
Tired of feeling low
厌倦了孤独
Tired of feeling low (Low)
厌倦了这个世界总是针对我
Tired of feeling low
厌倦了低落
I'm tired, damn
我实在太累了
Tired of feeling low
厌倦了一切不顺心
Tired of feeling low (Low)
厌倦了我自己的病
Tired of feeling low
厌倦了被抛弃的感觉
Tired of feeling low (Low)
厌倦了他们嫉妒的面貌
Tired of feeling low
厌倦了我女儿只有我一个
Tired of feeling low (Low)
厌倦了没人爱我
Tired of feeling low
厌倦了我的前任们
I'm tired, damn
我快呼吸不上来了
I'm tired of waking up feeling this way, oh
我厌倦每天醒来都是这种窒息的感觉
I'm tired, I'm tired
我厌倦了这个如同深海的世界
Tired of feeling low
我厌倦了我人生的高低起伏
Tired of feeling low (Low)
我厌倦了醒来身旁空无一人
Tired of feeling low
我厌倦了被谎言围绕
Tired of feeling low (Low)
我厌倦了我曾经那些美好的回忆
Tired of feeling low
我厌倦了她不爱我的事实
Tired of feeling low (Low)
我厌倦了所有
Tired of feeling low
我厌倦活着
I'm tired, damn
累到不想睁开眼睛了
I'm tired, I'm tired, I'm tired
我累了真的累了
I'm tired, I'm tired, I'm tired
太难熬了
I'm tired, I'm tired, I'm tired
所以我要睡了
I'm tired
累了
专辑信息
1.Tired