Pain Is A Master

Crawling and moaning in the sharp blade of grass

All my life starting over, blood spilled inside out

I went through this cycle of pain deep in myself

Destroyed by awful hands, a demon of illusion

The pain now awaken,

I'm cracking wide open

Can barely recognize my body, a battlefield

Unquestioned pride once so fragile

I cannot even recall names or faces

Those standing on my side

Those standing on my side, always

My sideI am nothing, the pain awake is forging me

Face down, inert

Forcing me, dreams haunting me

I am immense,

I am awake, renewed

Lost in the darkest time

I know I felt their presence

Even if I was blind, face down

I was blind

Pain, please forgive my ignorance

My master