Numb

Calm turns to coma and I'm washed away in sleep

There's a man on the train talking to his feet

All these places sound the same

I've forgotten what I need

Missed my stop again

Days turn into weeks

Open up the senses that were holding me back

Wide open spaces where strangers once sat

Fade into blue

Fade into black

I subside

I'm weightless

I'm a panic attack

And I just let go

And I just lost control

And everything I am

It's all in my hands

It's all in my hands

What are these standing stones with edges cut to curves?

White-washed the colours and get what I deserve

Drown out the voices and everything I heard

Paralyse the choices

Sever all the nerves

Bleeding karma rescued me beneath this hollow sky

If I don't do anything, do these rules still apply?

Can't see the danger

Can't see the sense

I'm just a stranger claiming self-defence

And I just let go

And I just lost control

And everything I am

It's all in my hands

It's all in my hands

Numb as I am,

It's all in my hands

I nearly got lost back then

Nearly let a cry out

What if I just kept on walking?

What if I just walked right out?

What if I just walked right out?

And I just let go

I just lost control

And everything I am

Is all in my hands

Numb as I am,

It's all in my hands