In The Ether

In the ether,

I hang suspended

I wait for you, and

I know you're near

And this high heaven, my world's appended

I feel raw passion,

I feel no fear

I'm dizzy with love but you never appear

In the gloom of this room, of this cell down here

And oh, this place isn't truly real

And that locked my love, it expands and sprays

The light will find me, bend to warn me

You are my root to the billion days

I'm drunk with you and

I can't explain

Who or where

I am, oh, how

I'm in pain

Rocking, rocking me, rhythm is shocking me

Just like a child in your fist, you are knocking me

Rocking and rocking, oh, autistic caged

I am rocking and rocking and rocking and wretched

I'm drunk with you and

I can't explain

Who or where

I am, oh, how

I'm in pain

In the ether, in the ether

In the ether,

I wait for you

Hanging in this mist that

I know isn't real

There is nothing there, there's no you, no me

Even love, it's crazy,

I still appeal

This is heavenly hell,

I appear insane

I have no idea who there is to blame